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About Kasper Kwan

Currently supporting myself in the process of establishing my words in the physical principles of Oneness and Equality. Had to start this process because I have allowed and accepted my words to be established in the mental idea of self-interest/greed, and only realised this recently.

Witness Blog: Desteni Is A Leader In Proper Psychology

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Self forgiveness was sheer enjoyment.  I was clearing up the messy experience of myself, on my own terms, writing my own curriculum to sort out my own life.  I did not have to wait any longer for someone to save me, I could help myself now.  The one suggestion of self forgiveness, self honesty, self corrective application was not a way to brainwash me; I was being invited to do the opposite as I was shown by giving the tools a chance for a significant amount of time of several months, regularly writing self forgiveness statements about points that I could not run away from anyway, frustrating events, that Desteni actually gave a suggestion that works to release myself from my reactions.  I began to see how I could work out a solution to this world, by first working out solutions for myself for my own problems.  But I had to be self honest when writing or else the release did not occur, I would make the same mistake – if the mistake was a weekly mistake, I would make the same mistake weekly until I was specific enough to be able to write out and script my own self correction and actually do it.

Together with reading the articles published, listening to the interviews, I found that the way I was speaking and placing words was becoming more precise and I was able to articulate myself more clearly.  Before Desteni, my thoughts were a blurry experience.  Through practicing the tools, I was able to stop and examine critically my own thoughts, and if trivial I was able to stop them, I was able to write about them to understand my own thoughts, to answer the question for myself once and for all: is this thought supporting me in reality or not?

From knowing vaguely that I am flawed, to being able to describe and deconstruct my own flaws was mind blowing.  The articles I read and the interviews I listened to invited me to investigate Life, what is really important and what exactly are the flaws of human nature, starting with my own.  Through a process that is shared, so that I am held accountable for the words I write, the timeline indicates in my own structuring of words more specificity and detail of myself as my Mind.  I am more capable of catching other people’s lies as a side effect of catching my own lies through self honest self forgiveness.

Desteni is a leader in research in the current model of human behaviour, evidenced by how I have changed because of writing self forgiveness, and the countless moments of support as perspectives shared by Desteni through articles and interviews on facets of human nature.


Witness Blog: Doing What Desteni Suggests Is Not A Scam

I am Kasper Kwan from Hong Kong.  I was born in Canada, I am studying Electrical Engineering, and I joined the Desteni Research Group on May 2010 when I started the investigation.

Some background before joining Desteni: I moved to Hong Kong in 2006 and around 2008, I began to investigate firstly what I required to do to earn higher marks in tests.  The pursuit of tests, became the pursuit of a better way of living, became spirituality = meditation, love and light I was an imbecile.

I was nearing the end of the feeling that propelled me to begin searching when I encountered Desteni on YouTube.  I was immediately attracted to the way points were presented through the spoken word by this female.

Like seeing a person I admire/like because of a quality of their participation, I investigated who this girl was.  For my purpose, this girl being a channel was irrelevant.  I saw more value in hearing the message and value of the words, about the topics being shared about desire for example, than who was speaking/if John Lennon was actually speaking through this girl.

Repeatedly, self forgiveness and self honesty was suggested, with one specific application to explore what these two words mean: I have to write about my experience.  In 2009, on the suggestion of a self improvement book, I wrote intermittently in a journal, on the recommendation of the usefulness of writing a journal for self improvement.  So on the second suggestion, this time by Desteni, I made the decision to write self forgiveness statements, my first written evidence was just one self forgiveness statement for one event; the more I wrote, the more I realised that my day did not equal one event, I had many events to choose from, and many events I was interested in writing about.

When I was suggested to write – the Desteni tools of self forgiveness, self honesty, self corrective application – I examined the proposal.  It sounded like a mantra you repeat, self forgiveness, but by this stage I was so fed up with doing something with no desired result in reality, that I tried it anyway, giving full attention to detail as I did with the previous cycle.  I gave full application to meditation, reading spiritual articles and books attempting to do what was told, I should give an equal chance to writing sentences to forgive myself.  I wasn’t so skeptical about the other methods I tried and received virtually no support whatsoever: thousands of hours of listening to audiobooks, reading books about life improvement and spirituality.  Forgiveness was something I heard about, but I never equated forgiveness with an actual activity that I can do with one decision, just green light myself and away I can go write to forgive myself.

When I wrote the journal, I saw it as a point to practice my writing because I was not the person that wrote stories, I avoided writing essays and long pieces.

Please note that I was reading the articles and watching the interviews with absolute curiosity about what this message was.  I was reading articles like “I’m not comming on a cloud” by Jesus, transfixed by the words.  The words were purifying, they were even better than a story about fiction because they were talking about points like searching for myself, explaining what I was already doing.  I was curious about how without meeting me once, these words could describe what I was doing, and why I couldn’t explain the same thing to myself: why couldn’t I write the same thing about myself, this article knows me better than me.  How can this happen, do I know anything of myself, am I really aware of who I am?  How can I be when this article written in 2007 describe a struggle I couldn’t put into words, that I had to read to recognize that within myself.

More tomorrow.